что-нибудь не зря
ugh
I've been thinking I found a man who I can be happy with for foreseeable future, like long-term relationship that will bring something new in my life. It brought lots of joy and pleasure but also hopes and frustration. You need to think about your future, he said, we need to focus on our lives in our cities he said. I wish things were not happening this way.
But like I said, I believe, I fucking believe, let it sound stupid and dumb, but if this is real, if these feeling are strong enough, if we meant what we said, felt what we felt, it won't end so easy.
I know I'd been thinking this way a bit more of a year ago, and then it just fell apart, because it was't true, it was fake. So the only way to get to know is to wait. But not living in waiting, thinking of what's gonna happen next, but just being here at this moment, live and feel every fucking minute. I'm writing this for myself. I've never felt so released before tonight, when understood that we're letting it go. No promises, no expectations, no hopes.
Whole my life I've been waiting. Maybe it's time to stop waiting and start something new, cause life is passing by, it's gonna be over soon, need to hurry up, to make a difference. Cheer yourself up, this is no the end.
Man, I I'm in love with this guy. Maybe we'll see each other again, maybe we'll not, but this was beautiful and pure and just nice.
I've been thinking I found a man who I can be happy with for foreseeable future, like long-term relationship that will bring something new in my life. It brought lots of joy and pleasure but also hopes and frustration. You need to think about your future, he said, we need to focus on our lives in our cities he said. I wish things were not happening this way.
But like I said, I believe, I fucking believe, let it sound stupid and dumb, but if this is real, if these feeling are strong enough, if we meant what we said, felt what we felt, it won't end so easy.
I know I'd been thinking this way a bit more of a year ago, and then it just fell apart, because it was't true, it was fake. So the only way to get to know is to wait. But not living in waiting, thinking of what's gonna happen next, but just being here at this moment, live and feel every fucking minute. I'm writing this for myself. I've never felt so released before tonight, when understood that we're letting it go. No promises, no expectations, no hopes.
Whole my life I've been waiting. Maybe it's time to stop waiting and start something new, cause life is passing by, it's gonna be over soon, need to hurry up, to make a difference. Cheer yourself up, this is no the end.
Man, I I'm in love with this guy. Maybe we'll see each other again, maybe we'll not, but this was beautiful and pure and just nice.